Halloween is coming which is another year I don't have you. People say as time goes on that it should get easier, that it won't hurt as much, well babe that is a load of crap. I feel like every year without you just gets harder and harder. So much has changed but my heart still seems to break with every birthday, holiday and anniversary that passes. I still have daily reminders of you with a song, a smell, a place, the sound of your voice, and the stupid jokes that made me laugh. I miss you everyday, hour and second of my life. I wait to see you in my dreams even just for a quick glance and somehow even just for a second it makes me feel better. I often look back on our life that we once had and even though it wasn't perfect at times, it was ours. I think of all the plans that we never go to do and how much I often wish just for one more day, one more phone call, one more text...just one.
I love you Joey, always have and always will. Hopefully Nicole has found her Joefis (you know the nickname LOL) and you two are watching over all of us.
Sam